psychiatric asylum

2007-05-02T09:44:00.000+08:00

kitties!! YEY!!

given by my sister`s friend
~~last night (May 1,2007)

^^that was tisay(white dog) cuddling!

^^si bokbok (i know i know..)
kapamilya kami eh! bleh!

^^ camera shy si poknat ^___^

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KITTEN`s

2007-05-01T21:13:00.000+08:00

I am an arms dealer.

Fitting you with weapons in the form of words

And don't really care, which side wins

As long as the room keeps singing

That's just the business

I'm in

This ain't a scene,

it’s a god damn arms race

This ain't a scene,

it’s a god damn arms race

This ain't a scene,

it’s a god damn arms race

I'm not a shoulder to cry on, but I digress

I'm a leading man

And the lies I weave are oh so intricate,

oh so intricate

I'm a leading man

And the lies I weave are oh so intricate,

oh so intricate

I wrote the gospel of giving up

(You look pretty sinking)

But the real bombshells have already sunk

(Pre-Madonnas of the gutter)

At night we're painting your trash gold while you sleep

Crashing not like hips or cars

No, more like p-p-p-parties

This ain't a scene,

it’s a god damn arms race

This ain't a scene,

it’s a god damn arms race

This ain't a scene,

it’s a god damn arms race

Bandwagon's full.

Please, catch another I'm a leading man

And the lies I weave are oh so intricate,

oh so intricate

I'm a leading man

And the lies I weave are oh so intricate,

oh so intricate

All the boys who the dance floor didn't love

And all the girls whose hips couldn't move fast enough

Sing until your lungs give out

This ain't a scene,

it’s a god damn arms race

This ain't a scene,

it’s a god damn arms race

(Now you)

This ain't a scene,

it’s a god damn arms race

(Wear out the groove)

This ain't a scene,

it’s a god damn arms race

(Sing out loud)

This ain't a scene,

it’s a god damn arms race

(Oh, oh)

This ain't a scene,

it's a god damn arms race

I'm a leading man

And the lies I weave are oh so intricate,

oh so intricate

I'm a leading man

And the lies I weave are oh so intricate,

oh so intricate

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This aint a scene,

its a god damn arms race - FallOutBoy

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Who loves this song?

oooohhh.. I do I doooooo!!

2007-04-24T09:39:00.000+08:00

Gaaah.
Feeling bored today.
I want to go out & drink & be merry.
But I can`t.
Gaah.
The EMO-ish is inside me.
Why do I have to endure the pain?
I can`t help but to realize that I am not ready-
.........................Ready for a relationship.
I want to move on.
Get this over with.
I dont want this feeling.
The heart is aiming for someone.
I want it to be normal.
Normal.
Just like before.
When there is no Him.
But only ME. ME. ME.
Through the mushy things from the ILOVEYOU`s.
I dont get it.

Why is this happening?
Why am I whining?
Why am I writing this in the first place?

Am I into HIM?
Am I really inlove?

Now, I am confuse.

This is bad. Really Really Really Really Bad.
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.Confused.

<3.From HIS POINT OF VIEW.

2007-04-21T19:13:00.000+08:00

We don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump upand tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah,it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning.
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Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
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Don't be mad when we hold the door open.
Take Advantage of the mood im in.
LET US PAY FOR YOU!DON'T "FEEL BAD"
We enjoy doing it.It's expected.Smile and say "thank you."
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Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking,we'll be more impressed.
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You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.
We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are.
honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up.
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Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing.
See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.
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Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, BradPitt, or Jesse McCartny is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care.You have girlfriends for that.
__________________________________________
Whatever happened to theword "handsome"/"beautiful"I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted mewith "Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/ stud/cutie/sexy" or whatever else you can think of.on the other hand im not sayin i wouldnt like it either.
; )
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Girls, I cannot stress this enough:
IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY AGUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE. DITCHTHIS SORRY, DISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION ASS, AND FIND SOMEONE WHOWILL TREAT YOU WITH UTTER RESPECT.
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes and say "i love you" .......AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!
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.From HIS POINT OF VIEW.

<3.Teleserye ng mga pinoy

2007-04-20T21:58:00.000+08:00

Ano nga ba ang Teleserye?
Philippine drama, notably called teleserye and/or teledrama in television is a form of melodramatic serialized fiction produced and aired in the Philippines. It rooted from two words "tele", short for television, and "serye", a Tagalog term for series.

Teleseryes share some characteristics and similar roots with soap operas and telenovelas,yet teleserye has evolved into a genre with its own unique characteristics usually relfecting social realism of Filipinos. Teleserye are aired in prime-time five days a week, and replays during weekends, attract a broad audience across age and gender lines, and command the highest advertising rates. They last about three months to a year or more depending on its rating and come to a climactic close.

Soap operas in the Philippines originated in radio, then it expanded into television in early 1960's. The first Filipino TV Soap Opera was "Hiwaga sa Bahay na Bato" in 1963 produced by ABS-CBN.

salamat sa: WIKIPEDIA http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Main_Page

salamat sa: GOOGLE IMAGES www.google.com

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Sa panahon ngayon, naglipana ang teleserye dito sa Pilipinas. Basta Pinoy, in na in sa atin ang mga ito. Hindi lang teleserye at pati fantaserye o telefantasya o sineserye man ito.. mapa Capt. Barbel, Marinara,Komiks,Esperanza at ang kinababaliwan ng masa ngayon ang Sana`y maulit muli na kakatapos lang, ang Maria Flordeluna na paborito ko dahil kay Wilma at ang kawawang si Flor at marami pang iba.. iba`t ibang klaseng titulo pero iisa parin ang mga drama nito. May babaeng maiinlove ngunit may kaagaw, may nawawalan ng pamilya at maghahanap kung saan, may awayan at bakbakan o kaya`y may krimen na magaganap. May kuwento patungkol sa pag-ibig, pamilya, kaibigan, kaaway, katatakutan, kahiwagaan at kamunduhan.

Siyempre hindi mawawla ang bida.. sino ba naman ang may ganang manuod sa eksena at paano mabubuhay ang drama kung walang kontrabida? Kapag may bida siyempre may kontra ika nga walang negative kung may positive at walang ying kung walang yang. Eto ang nagbibigay ikot sa mundo.. mundo man ng posible at imposible. May iba`t ibang paraan para matapos ang palabas, may mamatay.. buhay..o naka survive. Siyempre, hindi namamatay ang bida dahil siya naman dapat talaga ang mabuhay pero may mga pagkakataon na ang kontra ang natira.Punong puno ng emosyon sa bawat eksena.

Bakit nga ba mahalaga ang mga ito sa Pinoy? Sa kadahilanang nagbibigay kulay mapa araw man o gabi. Nagbibigay ng matinding emosyon kapag sinampal o di kaya`y nilatigo ang bida *evil laugh* at sinabunutan ito, nakakarelate kung ang pamilya ay hiwalay o di kaya`y malayo sa isa`t isa, stress relieving dahil alam mo kahit na corny pero deep inside, natutuwa ka sa nangyayari at nalilibang ka sa istorya na kahit dun man lang, alam mong mas matindi pa ang nararanasan sa istoryang iyon..

pero ano nga ba talaga ang hangarin nito?
ang bigyang linaw ang katotohanan o

paniwalaan kahit ito`y isang pantasya lamang..

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.Teleserye ng mga pinoy.

<3.sweet~

2007-04-19T22:41:00.000+08:00

from 2:30pm til now.. im still here stuck infront of the computer making this blog of mine.. I have been sooo addicted to this that I have no time checking other stuff here in this PC.Ive been tutoring my cousin with her blog.. were both new to this & getting the hang of it & thankfully with the help of my daddy ( from MTC ) & some advice from Teentalk`s Techie Talk, I made it. Hooorah! ( or so I think! ) Blogging is so easy but costumizing it manually, is so pain in the ass! ( unless your a real techie who knew it by heart.. ) but im good in imagining things ya know *evil grins* the rest.. I shall discover! boohoo!

mood: sleepy

THE HELL AM I SLEEPY? its because Ive been here this afternoon til now.. my eyes are sooo tired & I have no plan on staying up until 5am again! It aint me.. I like to wake up early in the morning, as in EARLY around 5 or 6 or 8 ( influenced by the people in Ilocos wherein I stayed to spend the holy week )

Gaaah! I miss ILOCOS!! =/ I miss the food,mangga,lola,auntie,
people,air,plaza,pinapaitan & everything about it.. We`ll be visiting it again this May.. for one week! ( who wants to join me & my sister? PM ME! =) ) That`s about it for now.. I cant take this insanity nomore. I give up..
I need to sleep! T.T

Im so pretty.Oh pretty.Yes, I am pretty.
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.sweet.

<3.Strained eyes

2007-04-19T03:07:00.000+08:00

the joy.the hardship.my strain eyes. LMAO.

finally, ive seen my most comfortable blogskin! *rejoices* I can take my beauty rest! *wha?its 3 in the morning already!* oh well, at least im contented with what I fixed last night until today.( my friend forgots to reply to my text message, he`s probably sleeping by now. jeez. ) this is a result of being an insomniac.. again! thanks to this PC.. I am still awake not like when im in Ilocos.. im probably snoring til the next day! HAHAHAHA!

i am happy. oh so happy. and pretty and pretty. yes, PRETTY! =D
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.Strained eyes.

<3.1st post 1st agenda 1st me

2007-04-18T13:47:00.000+08:00

eto na ang first post first first first..

manage to get my own online blog due to fans who wants to stalk me more.. HAHAHA! ( evil laugh )

as for my 1st post, you guys & gals may call me Kaye. Im a student taking up psychologist ( wondering where did i manage to name my site as psychiatric asylum ) from UPHRLP ( go go perpetualites! ) I enjoy almost everything from net to forums to beach to camerawhoreness.. Im not snob nor maarte. Im a cowboy that can live up to anything. Im not a loud person that`s why people comments me on 1st meetings that im quiet.. Im more into knowing the person from afar then talking later.. Im not a psychic so dont ask me for any hand palm reading! LOL. Unless, you`ll be paying more than a MILLION. HAHAHA! I do write some stories but never had the chance of ending it.. maybe I need some purification from some nobel prize winner! HAHAHAH! im a certified textaddict so if you want some tiktaktik buddy.. do buzz me yer number! WE`LL BE PARTYING ALL NIGHT! LMAO.

I am Marianne Kaye Cabalo Bernardo.. signing in & out.
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.1st post 1st agenda 1st me.